I think I'll miss this door more than I care to admit.

So you're back home, things haven't really changed. Well, hope has returned, just slightly. Energy is low, lust for about anything is low. Just wanna sit up all night, talk to the loved one on the other side of the globe. Healthy? Nope. I don't even wanna sleep anymore, sleep which used to be my only lover. I neglected him, my sandman, for R. - the best there is.